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Life really sucks here, but I am trying to deal with it in the most rational way.

Pray for me, my friends, give me some support, I will get through it, I WILL!!!

I wish I can drink away my feelings...

Why do I care about other's feelings? Why do I care about what other people think? Why do I care about what other people think about me? Why am I always trying to be rational? It might be good for the world and the people beside me...but I don't think it is the happiest way of living for me....I've got to learn to let loose sometimes......

P.S.wow, Vivian, I feel your pain, it really does hurt!!!

I really have to add a new entry today....really really have to....!

I knew I have to as soon as I woke up today.....

Guess who I dreamt of last night.....and what my dream was about??!!

I dreamt of JESSICA ALBA!!!!!!!! wohooooooooooooo!

And what were we doing???? I saved her life (somehow??) and we were making out!!!! Wahahahahaahah, I guess there's too much "Superman Returns" and "MTV music award" in my head lately .......I'm sorry and I feel really guilty saying this....but that's like the BEST DREAM in my life, hehehehe! (Aight, I guess I should stop, otherwise, someone will hit me and Robynn will call me "harm sup" again!

Just want to share with my readers how joyful I am today. So anyways, enough of my randomness...be sure to keep reading cos there are "more meaningful" stuff in the previous entry, hehe.

Have a good one, people!

"sometimes i blame my parents for having lower expectations than typical asian parents, for not having a "specific career path" for me to follow etc."

Wow, just took a lil time reading through Cara's entry....we share similar thinking towards these age VS responsibility, life, rights issues...... well, I especially think this quote (from Cara Loong) applies to me a lot as well. Yea, I did feel exactly the same way - why didn't my parents set a path for me? why didn't they send me to a US highschool, why didn't they force me to do Kumon when I was young, why were they so strict when I was young and let loose as soon as I became a teenager, why didn't they encourage me to join those client's banking programs ........I couldn't believe I actually complained so much when, at the end of the day, I am actually granted the most important thing that a parent can possibly give: freedom to do anything, to set my own path, to make decisions (guaranteed the decisions will be respected), to be creative...while supporting me with all that I need to accomplish what I want to!!! Looking back now, I wouldn't have grown as much if most of my young life thus far was pre-set. I probably wouldn't be able to come up with this reflection/entry or even understand what Cara said in her entry. This is a gift that my parents have given me and I shall treasure it by cultivating my unique experiences and knowledge to become a successful person.

At least his is one way for me to pay them back J